So... I have definitively disentangled. No more ULTE. And this time, I'm not just saying it, or tossing it over in mind, letting it clank around in my skull and settle back down. I had the goodbye conversation.
If I were not so completely and unprecedentedly in love, perhaps I would wonder how ULTE is feeling, whether our protestations of the entanglement being a non-relationship were really true... but I am... so I pretty much just can't dig up the caring for that in particular.
And how fortuitous that he with whom I'm madly in love is madly in love with me! I shall not continue further... I know how intolerably happy I have become :)
It's funny how my or anyone else's hurtling towards death is no longer of any interest to me...
